I fell in love with the one who doesn’t know what he wants, the one who one day loves me, but the next doesn’t remember that I exist, he just comes to confuse me and then leaves.
They say that in love you do not command and that the heart is not ordered who to love, simply when you least realize it you begin to miss that person, to want to be close, to know more about their life, and that is exactly what happened, only that I fell in love with the least suitable person, who comes, messes me up, confuses me, excites me and leaves to disappear for a while, then returns.
The heart falls in love without permission and on the one hand it is great that you set your eyes on someone incredible and that you never imagined that someone like that existed, but the problem is when cupid arrows you with whom things are not going to come to anything and only brings you In an ups and downs of emotions, I fell in love with who comes, messes me up, confuses me and leaves me disoriented and not knowing what to do with this feeling.
Yes, maybe it’s my fault for getting excited and falling in love with someone who doesn’t even know what he wants in his life, for letting him take control of my feelings, my emotions and allowing him to manipulate me as he pleases, but it’s just that Getting out of there is not so easy, because I always keep the hope that it will change and that beautiful relationship that I dream of so much can happen.
I fell in love with the least suitable person, I already understood that and many times I have blamed myself for not knowing how to choose, but love came unexpectedly, it just happened, perhaps from the beginning he gave me signs that he was not the right one, but I, in love and excited, saw everything incredible at his side, and I was so happy just thinking that at his side I could create that wonderful story of romance that I longed for so much.
But over time I realized that he did not love me with the same intensity that I did, that nothing was mutual, that here the only one who gave 100 percent was me, I put my heart on discount, but although I already know all that , it is so difficult for me to leave him, to get away , and it is that I fell in love with someone who comes, fills me with pampering for a while, promises me, makes me feel special, but then the magic ends.
He comes, he fills me with illusions, he makes me believe that he does love me, that he does care about me, I give him my vote of confidence and give him another chance, he makes me feel that I am his everything, but then he leaves, he disappears, I confuses his attitude , makes me feel like I’m a zero after all, he leaves for days and then comes back like nothing with any excuse.
When I’m working up the courage to leave him, to end this game where I don’t even know what role I play, he appears in front of me to fill me with illusions , to tell me that he has a strange way of loving me, but that he does care about me, and I end up falling in his trap so that later the same cycle is repeated , he just comes, confuses and leaves.
I no longer want to continue deceiving myself by telling myself that he does love me, but in his own way, that he will change and that he will soon give me that stability that I am waiting for so much, but it is so complicated, this relationship is one of the most difficult bonds that I have tried to break without success, perhaps because within me there is that hope that it will work.
He makes me confused with his attitudes, because sometimes I feel that he does love me, and sometimes I feel that he doesn’t care at all, while I always love him, yesterday I felt that he liked me and that he could never leave me because we are the one for the other, but today I feel that we are nothing anymore, he confuses me, sometimes he treats me as if I were his world and at other times as if I were one more in the world.